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ashesburnt @ 2006-03-20T17:48:00

2006-03-21T01:52:33Z

sanding takes all my energy.
spray painting hurts my finger.

ashesburnt @ 2006-03-09T21:14:00

2006-03-10T05:15:03Z

sometimes its fun to just go home and get drunk.
night.

ashesburnt @ 2006-01-23T00:58:00

2006-01-23T08:59:45Z

you cant even talk to me. going from what we were to this. "im hanging out... hows that.. AMAZING. oh want me to let you go.. yah peace!" and that was like 4 days ago..

ashesburnt @ 2005-12-25T13:54:00

2005-12-25T21:59:22Z

so i got some pretty awesome things.
2 beanies. 1 hat. new rims and tires. lip gloss and some plumper lips stuff. a carebear thingy. lots of money so i can buy an ipod nano and some other things to go with it. i got a book well 2 books ones about kittens though. i already started reading the other one. so far it is really good. thank you so much for everything.

CAMOFLAGE, so you wont see it coming...or some small penis condoms... so you wont be scared.

2005-12-07T07:04:18Z

i want them for my birthday!

ashesburnt @ 2005-12-04T11:26:00

2005-12-04T19:31:40Z

i just want to sleep in.

its too cold.

ashesburnt @ 2005-09-12T23:00:00

2005-09-13T06:38:34Z

I DO NOT WANT TO WORK AT 6AM-9AM TOMORROW THEN GO BACK AT 3-5.

i was looking through old pictures. found a lot that make me laugh.

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thats what i do at work.

i garden.

ashesburnt @ 2005-09-08T23:07:00

2005-09-09T06:08:23Z

only 3 months!

ashesburnt @ 2005-08-30T23:07:00

2005-08-31T06:08:24Z

AHHHHHH..

back to blonde.

2005-08-31T05:41:49Z

OMG there is the biggest spider crawling around my room. wtf am i suposed to do. ah im gonna die.

what do i do. i dont have anything to squish it with cuz i cant get off my bed.
what if it climbs up my bed. maybe ill go sleep on the couch.
shit!@

i am sore.

AND had a really good night last night :) thank you for coming. mmmmm.

hang out tomorrow??? i only work 3-4.
IM STILL FREAKIN OUT ABOUT THE SPIDER

i have a huge bruise on my ass.

i miss you tonight.

ashesburnt @ 2005-08-22T16:14:00

2005-08-22T23:14:46Z

ashesburnt @ 2005-08-19T12:02:00

2005-08-19T19:06:17Z

last night was movie night. ty and i went to the movies then watched a movie.

sunday is the bled. might miss it.

today is work from 12:45 to 8:30 or soo. its not going to be fun.
if everything works out i might be gone this weekend.

blah

2005-08-19T08:04:59Z

[Marital Status] single.
[Height] 5' 2"
[Shoe size] 7
[Parents still together] nope.
[Siblings] 1
[pets] hamster.
[Sexual Preferance] boys.

Favorites:
[Color] brown
[Number] 22
[Animal] kittens and seahorses
[Drink] the turkey.
[Soda] the mt dew from taco bell. the blue/green one
[Book] candy.

Do you...
[Color your hair?] a lil more then i should.
[Twirl your hair?] when its dirty.
[Have tattoos?] no.
[Have Piercings?] yeah.
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] nope.
[Cheat on tests/homework?] yah
[Drink/Smoke?] Yes
[Like roller coasters?] yah they are pretty sweet.
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] most of the time.
[Want more piercings?] yes
[Like cleaning?] no i hate it.
[Write in cursive or print?] print.
[Sweat a lot?] NO.
[Own a web cam?] hell no.
[Know how to drive?] yah
[Own a cell phone?] yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] no never.....

Have you ever:
[Been in a fist fight?] nope
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] hahah yah.
[Stolen anything?] maybe..
[Held a gun?] uh yah.
[Drank?] Yes
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name?] hahah how am i supposed to remember.
[Considered a life of crime?] no. only if i was a bum cuz then i could live in jail and get food for free and have somewhere to sleep.
[Considered being a hooker?] Nope.
[Cried over a girl?] yah
[Cried over a boy?] yah
[Lied to someone?] yah
[Been in love?] No.
[Fallen for your best friend?] doesnt everyone.
[Made out with JUST a friend?] hahah are you not supposed to..?
[Been rejected?] yah.
[Been in lust?] of course. i can name like 3 people.
[Used someone?] ha
[Been used?] yah.
[Been cheated on?] nope.... at least i dont think so.

Currents...
[Current clothing] t shirt.
[Current mood] ehhh.
[Current taste] beef jerkey
[What you currently smell like] axe
[Current hair] lil pony
[Current thing I ought to be doing] sleeping
[Current cds in stereo] the rocket summer
[Current crush] : )

The last time...
[Last book you read] candy.
[Last movie you saw] alfie
[Last thing you ate] beef jerkey
[Last person you talked to on the phone] the bro, i was locket out of my house.
[Did drugs?] i dunno.
[Have a dream that keeps coming back?] i dont remember them.
[Play an instrument(s)?] nope
[Believe there is life on other planets?] yeah fucking aliens and predators
[Remember your first love?] no.
[Still love him/her?] nooo
[Read the newspaper?] yah everyday i work. i love it.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] yah.
[Believe in miracles?] not really.
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?] Yes
[Believe in evolution?] yah.
[Do well in school?] independent studies. fuckk yah.
[Go to or plan to go to college] something like that.
[Wear hats?] fuck hats.
[Hate yourself?] never.
[Have an obsession?] food.
[Have a secret crush?] yes, stop asking
[Collect anything?] there always seems to be tons of 1/2 full glasses in my room. lets see there are 14 in my room right now.
[Have a best friend?] yes.. i used to have 2
[Close friends?] a few.
[Like your handwriting?] nope. its way messy
[Care about looks?] yah everyone does.
[First crush] teddy.
[Single or Attached?] single.
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] no.
[Do you believe in "the one?"] no.
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?] hahahhahahhahahahha
[Are you a tease?] well, ugh i guess. maybe.
[Shy to make the first move?] depends if alcohol is involved.

wow i cant believe i took the time to do that.

omFg its raining!!!!

2005-08-15T13:34:26Z

the thunder scared me soooo bad today. it was like 6 and i was in the coffee shop by myself opening and it shook the building so i just sat down and called my mom. i was shaking really bad too. :(

i wish someone was up so i could call them.

im looking forward to going back to sleep when i get off.

make it happen!

p.s. kllla you are leaving really soon can we have a lil get together before you go. im going to miss you more then anything. we need to hang out a bunch cuz i wont see you for a long time. <3<3 CALL ME

work

2005-08-05T14:23:51Z

we open at 630 so its not a good idea to get to the coffee shop at 630 and try to open. fuck.
it is so not a good idea to get druuunk and go to sleep at 130 when you have to wake up at 5. cuz its not going to happen. thank goodness i work at a coffee shop and can drink all the coffee i want. i still havent woke up.

saw tom petty with tyler last night. it was actually fun. im glad i went.
TODAY IS FRIDAY! no work on saturday.

ashesburnt @ 2005-08-03T23:19:00

2005-08-04T06:23:59Z

show on uhh that day was really good. i enjoyed it a lot. thanks letting me in :)
went shoping. it was really good got some new cute things.
got paid. its amazing.
iron chef is good tonight. i havent watched it in such a long time.
saw wedding crashers with tyler tonight. it was so freakin good.

i gotta work at 530. not looking forward to that. ugh.

ashesburnt @ 2005-07-25T06:52:00

2005-07-25T13:52:38Z

this weekend was pretty good.
friday night i hung out with whit, aaron, and brian. i drank the cutest lil beer.

saturday i went to slo and hung out with brian. went to some party and get sooooo drunk. pasted out in my clothes. not good.

sunday the only day off i have. went to panda express. which was amazing. then took a POWER nap. went to the show. they didnt even play the song i like. but i saw mikel. that was good. i had missed him.

and now i am at work. bored. but i dont want anyone to come in.
i get off at 10 so thats good. when i didnt work i wouldnt get up till like 12. fuck that shit. i wanna sleep in again.

ooo i have the best picture of me.. well bryan(buffalo) does. when it gets scanned i will be sure to post it :)

woke up to the weirdest message this morning. i dont wanna get my hopes up cuz its probably about someone else and he just wants to talk to me about it. lame.

well i hope all of you have a good day. im gonna go back to workie.

YES!

2005-06-29T08:26:13Z

i couldnt sleep so i decided to clean my closet and i found my camo suit!!!!
i am sooo excited i thought i had lost it for good.

now i can wear it and my vest :D

ashesburnt @ 2005-06-28T23:45:00

2005-06-29T06:51:43Z

i guess i got the job becuase i have training tomorrow 3-6 and on friday 10-1.
in nervous and excited.
even though its not till 3 i should probably get a good nights sleep.

dream come true

2005-06-29T02:26:39Z

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ashesburnt @ 2005-06-09T22:51:00

2005-06-10T05:54:16Z

Today i have learned that i trust people too much.

i did everything wrong that i could with "it"

ashesburnt @ 2005-05-30T15:55:00

2005-05-30T23:01:26Z

klla
do you think we can take a trip when we are done with school.
i think we both need out of this town for a cuple days.
im not sure where to go. but we will figure it out.
i love you.
and miss you.
and i fuckin called you today!
thanks for calling me back.
oh wait you were probably at work.
im not used to you working.
bebe call me when you get home.
love you.

ashesburnt @ 2005-05-29T14:06:00

2005-05-29T21:06:56Z

sorry you were left in the dark

2005-05-24T05:49:01Z

Dear kllla,

While you have been on house arrest. i have fallin in love, purposed to him, the man of my dreams, AND gotten married!

just thought id let you know. i think your invitation got lost in the mail or something?!

ashesburnt @ 2005-05-23T00:07:00

2005-05-23T07:34:13Z

i was looking through pictures today becuase i decided i wanted one on my desktop.
yah that was NOT a good idea.
it was a little too much for me to handle.
i was overwhelmed with sadness.

i just wanna know if he was being sincere.

i had a good week and weekend.

Thursday- when to a hotel. hung out with whitnie, tyler, and aaron.
Friday- went camping it was really fun. a cuple people didnt come and that was disappointing.
Saturday- show. then whitnie and travis spent the night at my house.
Sunday- chill sesh with sean john. and homework.

i miss kla kla.

helped my lil cousin get ready for prom.. shes such a cutie.

ahahahhah lil saint

being all sweet and kissing him.
then.....

the FUCKER licked me! ahhhh

all sean and i do is take pickys.

wow! thats why i call her whit the tit

poor ty trying to sleep.and my drunk ass waking him up.